It doesn't matter what you did or said in the past. All that matters is the future now. Everyone makes mistakes, tells lies, hurts people and has regrets. What matters is knowing it, learning from it, and making our tomorrow better and stronger. You have us now. Maybe the reason you want things two months later that you didn't want before is because you found the right person to have them with. There is someone for everyone out there. And you and me found each other, in the dark. We both went through hell and we were waiting on the other side arms outstretched. Jealousy and bitterness can destroy a person, it takes away all the good left inside. But that isn't our problem, or yours now. You tried to be caring and mature when you resliased you'd done wrong but some people, you just can't reach. We have each other, we have our love, and we have the rest of our tomorrows by each other's side.

Wow! It didn't take you long to change your thoughts ..

Yeah I did walk out on you, because you only cared about yourself. For 2 years I did everything you wanted but got slated for wanting to do something that you didn't.

I was angry that I believed your repeated words .. That I fell for someone that pretty much repeats those special words so often that they just become words and no longer feelings..

There were also things that I wanted and you didn't want yet when we split up you decide you want it with someone else less than 2 months after splitting up!!

We weren't going anywhere because you didn't want it.

You're sick J. You should get it sorted or you'll just end up hurting everyone who cares about you.

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If love is just a chemical and hormonal imbalance in the brain, then why does my heart ache when I see you?
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